What I been missing

This is what I been missing!
doing the treadmill, it works the best I believe, I'm always  sweatier doing it and feel great when I'm done
I remember a couple of years ago when I tired losing the weight before then I did the treadmill for a week and lost 7lbs
I always failed trying to lose the weight before but not this time, I will conquer it. going on a mission will be a dream for me and be the best two years of my life.

Last week I was  mad with myself because the results of last week, but after a couple days to look back at it, I lost 2lbs, I did not gain 2lbs, therefore that was a win for me.
Life will always have  ups and downs, when you're in the down part try to change you're mood, think of uplifting and happy things in life.

My plan of being done on May 9th for the BBQ at mutual, will not come true, there is less days then there is weight to lose, but I will be half way done by then I hope.. and if not, then I'll look better then I do now.

Scripture of the day: - Alma 26:12
"Yea, I know that I am nothing; as to my strength I am weak; therefore I will not boast of myself, but I will boast of my God, for in his strength I can do all things; yea, behold, many mighty miracles we have wrought in this land, for which we will praise his name forever."

Endure to the end, stay strong in the Gospel and you won't regret it

Update 2/19/12

I'm sorry I haven't post for awhile, just this week has been kinda different.
I started the P90X diet to go along with my working out, it been going good, the diet is called "Fat Shredder"
I'm on the level 2 (there's 3 different diets and in each diet their 3 levels, you can choose whichever level and diet suits you).

I was pushing myself to hard this week, I was doing the "Mother of all workouts" everyday along with another workout or two. By Friday I was exhausted and couldn't work out, I really wanted to see a big loss on the scale this week but it only showed 2pounds less.

in the P90X booklet I saw that you are trading fat for body mass, and I can see changes taking place, my arms are getting big with muscles, my legs/calf area as well.
But I want the weight to be gone already, I would like to start on my mission papers but can't right now because of my weight.
For mutual we're having a BBQ for the seniors in high school.. I will be one of them and this is taking place on May 9th  which is 80 days from now.. I would like to be done by then but I probably can't, by losing 2pounds a week, no way I'll be done by then.

My birthday is 102 days away I don't even think I'll be done by then, I would like to be done it's my 19th birthday I would like  to celebrate my birthday with friends and so on.

I planned on losing 5-7pounds which week, but no not happening right now and I'm just so mad with myself.
My plan was to be done with the weight in March, but can't do that now cause it's to close, it was my plan before the holidays and when I stop working out for a couple of days, therefore I moved it to May 9th for the BBQ, but it's 80days away and I don't see it happening, hopefully this week will be better.

John Rowe Moyle story

Readers, as I been thinking what to blog about, this video came to mind, it is a true story of a pioneer who was "Only a Stonecutter"

If we can have his determination of fulling our callings, how great will our life's be?.

It doesn't even end at our callings, what about who we are?..

Brothers and Sisters I have thought to myself  "I'm only Michael"

I am wrong with what I think of myself.. I'm a child of God and he loves me and he had sent me here on the earth at this time for a reason.

And I'm finding out what my reason is, it's to be there for people, I have said this in previous posts.. but I want you all to know, that you are here for a reason too, you have to find it, I believe everyone on this earth has a mission.

We may get down at times, but just remember our Heavenly Father loves us all, he wants us to be able to live with him again.

In 2010 I believed I was just "Michael" nobody important, nobody who my Father in Heaven was proud of. 

You can read about this in this post Priest/Laurel Conference 2010

My friends were right, I wasn't just "Michael" neither was Brother Moyle was "Only a stonecutter"

Brothers and Sisters, we can matter in people life's. I have seen it... even a simple smile can cheer someone up, you don't know what their going threw, maybe they needed that smile.. talk to them, I know what it felt like to be alone, and that's why I want to help people, I never want them to feel the pain I felt, if you are feeling this way, you can always talk to me.

There was this General Conference talk which I loved from the 2011 October  session You Matter To Him