Before I get into that.. since I got back from Conference it has been on and off with working out, I got out of the habit. and getting back into it tomorrow.
Anyways.
I had an amazing time going to Conference, that weekend was awesome.. I went with two friends of mine from the YSA branch. Greg and Dan and then two other people came a day later. Dallin and Sterling they are brothers.
One thing I loved the most from the trip was actually being there in person for Conference, and when we all sang.. omgosh soooo many people singing you could feel the spirit so strongly.
We got there Friday and in the evening me and Greg we went to the Provo, Temple and were just walking around.. we were just talking about like God's timing.. and some about relationships and about finding the right girl and all that. I worry about it because I have Asperger's and having a relationship will be harder.. understanding the person and all that.. we talked about that.
It's hard to think there is actually a girl out there who is right for me.
I had the thought that even when I am done losing the weight.. that would give me some confidence but there is still Asperger's. with relationships I see myself being a bad boyfriend.. just because it's hard to understand people, to interact more with them and if the person who I'm dating or whatever use body language to try to tell me something or anything like that and I don't understand it because of having AS that wouldn't be so good... o well this has became into a rant with having AS and relationship stuff ha..
