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I've sat  here for awhile just thinking of how I was going to start this post.

Here is a poem I wrote from 2013. 

~There's days when I feel disconnected.  

 I wish I could be normal 

Some days  I feel really rejected 

Why I'm I so abnormal?

Standing in a group, words do not flow

I listen, don't know what to say

It's hard to undergo

At times I feel like a cast away

Some days are better then others

Every once in awhile, I just break down

Missing the full connection with another.

When all I do is look around.

Some days I question 

Why am I like this?

I don't understand you're facial expressions

So many things that I miss

But they are so plain to you

I question my friendships, because at times I feel so disconnected 

If only you can see  from my point of view

I just want to be connected~

*Drops mic*

I don't talk to people first, because I don't want to bother them, I feel like I'm below other people.

If you have been talking to me lately from church and other activities, then thank you.