Here is a poem I wrote from 2013.
~There's days when I feel disconnected.
I wish I could be normal
Some days I feel really rejected
Why I'm I so abnormal?
Standing in a group, words do not flow
I listen, don't know what to say
It's hard to undergo
At times I feel like a cast away
Some days are better then others
Every once in awhile, I just break down
Missing the full connection with another.
When all I do is look around.
Some days I question
Why am I like this?
I don't understand you're facial expressions
So many things that I miss
But they are so plain to you
I question my friendships, because at times I feel so disconnected
If only you can see from my point of view
I just want to be connected~
*Drops mic*
I don't talk to people first, because I don't want to bother them, I feel like I'm below other people.
If you have been talking to me lately from church and other activities, then thank you.
